Have you ever found something that you had lost years ago when cleaning up an unexpected mess?

What if this happens emotionally as well?

What happens if you analyze where you are without judgment?

Without blame?

Without excuses?

What if you are exactly where you are supposed to be and the chaos provides the answers to the questions you have been asking the Universe?

In this week’s episode, we unpack the power of disarray.

We ask HARD questions when things we don’t like show up.  And are brave when the answers come.

On a night that I couldn’t sleep, I had a vision.

It came after I walked myself through all of the normal tools I used to put myself peacefully back to sleep.

It scared me.  But I knew I had to face it if I wanted peace.  Normally I would “paint it pretty” in my mind.  Dress it up.  Then dismiss it.  

Instead I allowed myself to experience the feelings of hopelessness, loneliness, and dismay that it brought up.  After I allowed each of those emotions to move through me, the truth of what I was seeing revealed itself.  

But even after I received the initial message, I worked hard to avoid the temptation to put it in a pretty package.  I kept asking questions.

I found power in the chaos.  

The Divine Grace that I felt had left me in the moment of my vision was preparing me for a much deeper understanding of what I wanted.  I was able to see the things that I had been avoiding looking at.  And find power in the root of where I am.  And who I am.

“Stop asking for things to be perfect.
Awkward, messy, conflicted, exuberant,
and wild is how you shift. Trust the process."

                      - Colette Barron-Reid